cabenson | (no subject)

I am exhausted, but my mind doesn't want to shut up long enough to allow me to sleep. Frustrated with the Hell Lab as a whole, I decided to crack down tonight (not down some crack) and I wound up applying for 6-7 positions at various hospitals in the city. After being off work for so long, I finally came to realize that I really do hate that place ~~and it should burn to the ground~~. When ever the kids are traveling between my parents house and mine, they pass by the lab and chant, "Burn baby burn!" I have trained them well.

Speaking of the kids, I spent Saturday afternoon with them. My title of "bestest, coolest aunt ever" was upheld and I showered them with dinner and arcade games to show my appreciation. They have changed so damn much. And I can't believe I forgot that teenagers have opinions and they think they are correct all the fucking time. I know I never acted that way. I damn well knew I was correct all the time.

Mom is bringing them back next Tues evening so they can fly back to NC on Wed morning. The topic of the relationship between Mrs CB and myself was raised. We have never said anything to them because quite frankly, they just aren't that mature. I guess they asked my folks some questions, but were to shy to ask us. Credit to my mom for saying that it was our decision when and what to tell them. I know it won't affect how they feel about me when I tell them, but I am concerned as they are not being raised in what I would call an open-minded home. They do have another aunt on their father's side who is also a lesbian...we had hoped that my nephew would inherit our gay genes because he would make such a fabulous fag. There's four of them, and I would support any of them if they were gay. I just hope it ain't the youngest one. He's a little asshole. And he's only six.

Yesterday when I went in search of the unfindable Dune(1984), I walked into the store just as a guy was running out with a load of DVDs and games in his arms. He dropped half of them as he jumped into the getaway car and I turned around and got the plate number just as an employee came out and saw them take off. He also got the plate number so I just went about my business. Never did find the damn dvd.

I've been trying to do the "Five things that prove you are a dork" meme but I keep coming up with non-dorky things. I think someone should start a "Five things that prove you are an asshole" meme. I could do that one quite easily.